Rx

You must take your medicine before the sugar for it to be effective. So, here is my "medicine."

Fears:
From least to worst

Declining health
my body holding me back from things that I love

Being Lost-Physically
I do NOT like not knowing where I am

Loneliness
I think not loving is worse than not being loved, but only just.

Not Making A Difference
At the end of my life, I want to know some one is better off because of me.

Missed Opportunities
I have the capability, but will I be too afraid or lazy to grasp life when it's in reach?

Losing my Friends
My friends have gotten me through so much. I couldn't bare betraying their trust.

Rape
I'd prefer the slowest, most painful death.

Forgetting
If I forget the people I love or the lessons I've learned, I'd lose time and most of my identity.